"Sometimes"

"i type in yunjae in google and youtube
just to see if anything new comes up.




sometimes
i look up hangeng 
just to see what hes up to.




sometimes
i watch old clips of yunho
just to remember what it was like to see him smile and mean it.




sometimes
i look at heechul before and after geng left
just to realize what real emptiness looks like.




sometimes
i make weird posts about old topics that people have long stopped talking about
just to remind myself that there once was a time when five gods conquered our hearts
and two people had something and then lost it."










Source: heartofsmoke